-Monday, July 20, 2009-Monday, July 20, 2009 Y
well never tot it'd end up this way..i din wan to haf to be this way..maybe its me..maybe it u..maybe its us..well i cant think anymore..let it be now..watever happens i guess happens for a reason..so the story haf now come to an end..no more questions..no more tears..no more assurance..everything has come into the light to me now..tho' i still dun understand u but i noe very well that i wont fall again..once bitten twice shy? i need to get bitten thrice b4 i get it in my head..thanks to someone for putting it in my head..
10am:
went to yishun one to collect some tablecloth..den off to yewtee to return the van to uncle..i'm not working today so the van will not be in my possesion today..
1030am:
otw home on the train..i look into each and everyone in the train..thinking wat they might be thinking..do they have problems like i have now..or worst?or better?hu wud haf known..
1100am:
bought lunch for mum..lontong for her..and i got myself korean saba fish set at Banquet..and also some salmon sushi at the basement..damn i really miss eating sushi so i go 8 of them salmon and 2 kanis..
12noon:
watching queens of langkasuka on dvd while having lunch..its a thai movie about sorcery..its kinda cool movie..i actually enjoyed it..
3pm:
so damn sleepy..i gonna take a nap..
7pm:
am bored..watching jumper on dvd..holding on to hp hoping for someone to text..well..maybe i'm dreaming..y wud someone text me for no reason..haha..yea i'm going crazy..muz b the after effects of the booze last night..
10pm:
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whole day rotting at home..hallucinating..dreaming..hoping..
shud haf juz go to work..damn..
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i wish i could tell u..somehow its juz not right..i noe so well its almost impossible for us..so i guess i'll juz take a step back and leave u alone..thats the best thing to do..
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