-Wednesday, June 24, 2009-Wednesday, June 24, 2009 Y
supper wit lil sis n bro
i noe, sleepy face haha
three mishaps....'
its already 5 plus n i'm still not asleep...gotta wake up at 9 to give babyzhu a surprise wake up call...lol...if not she gonna be an hour late again...and she gonna blame me haha...hmmm gonna be another tiring day at work again today...considering i'm still not asleep n i start work at 103o...omg...
thursday cheer training, if u guys are reading this please pass the msg down to other members...there are things we need to do and discuss...den again i'm not sure i'm coming this thursday hahakz...ok ok i'll be coming but late...
haish...i dunno wat to blog about reddy...hahakz...so i guess i'll juz stop here..
signing off,
irwan_soul
Labels: there will be a time where i'll here u say that he is missed..
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-Monday, June 22, 2009-Monday, June 22, 2009 Y
i admit that i really like you, but i realise now i'm just amongst every other people, and i dun understand why all this is happening to me, i admit i was hoping too much, and i realise now that i can never do, i just dun understand why all this is happening to me, forget about me, just go back to where it starts, i'm just a nobody to you, i like u does not mean i can have u forever, i admit that i really like u, i just dun understand......
Monday monday monday.....cheer training tonight.still haven decide if i should go or not. y? i have my reasons. right now i'm still lazing around on my precious bed,
suddenly i feel a pinch in the heart. i miss her.. i really do... why must yesterday happen? did i do anything wrong? i'm just trying to make u understand.. if that was wrong den i'm really sorry.. ]
i noe where i stand,
i noe hu i am,
miss u..
-=SouL=-
signing off ):
Labels: juz a nobody
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-Monday, June 15, 2009-Monday, June 15, 2009 Y
thinking of eeuTiring day....................
slept at 6am and woke up at 3pm...den off to work.straight driving from 4pm to 12am.after work went for supper with the boss and the crew.had lots of tom yam soup with lots of sotong hahaz..
time now 1:43am, after i finish typing his i'm gonna go walk to mac to meet up with fariz, farah and the gang.hmmm wat else shall i write......guess thats all...
ps: someone ask me to blog about something...lol....there i blog liaoz...happy reading hahakz...
peace outz
-=SouL=-
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-Tuesday, June 2, 2009-Tuesday, June 02, 2009 Y
Third Placing !!!!!!!
BU, Wildcards, Sphyntrix
Bangkok Uni and Sphyntrix
BU's Top FlyerSo SKM finally over...........
yes finally its over, the hard work, the sacrifices..all with a satisfiying result..we tot we could'nt but we break all barriers and prove some wrong..i love my team so much..the efforts we put in were not in vein..THIRD Placing Baby!!!!!! Ouh Yeah!!!
I need to be awaken.
nuff' of that..now comes the reality..i'm dead..seriously..i cant cope with my life anymore..what have i done to myself..i need to get my psyque back..i need to pull through again..i need to..i need to be myself again!!!aaarrrggghhh wat is happening to me.....i'm a failure..no matter how hard i tried, guilt always get the better of me..and thats the reason why i say i'm a failure..what am i to do now?how am i suppose to pull out of this one?somebody..shine the light towards me..i hate the darkness befalling me..
If that's not enough..all the other small problems decide to appear again..like..SHE had to call me on the day of my cheer comp finals..imagine how heavy my heart feels that day..(SHE=my longest ex) and den there is girlA..who decides to go mia..i cant seem to get a reply or an answer to my calls..what are you trying to do? if you don't wanna be a friend anymore den just say so..i wont blame you..but disappearing like that dont solve anything..
I hate my life, i hate myself, i hate you!!
the moment of truth..yeah right..
Labels: death is easy.....
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