-Thursday, July 23, 2009-Thursday, July 23, 2009 Y
i am wat i am..and adding up to the disappointment is wat i saw today..i dun think those texts mean anything now..i juz haf the feelings its juz for the sake of sending..to make me feel better?i dunno..is it?i dun care anymore..about anything anymore..about you..about her..about she..about everybody..i'm not the one u can juz push around with..do not take advantage of my kindness because i can get ugly when i get mad..its gud enuf that i tell u to leave me alone..thts the better thing for u to do and for me to really give up like wat u wanted..u thought we were okay?well i haf to remind u that i'm juz wearing a mask..being plastic..so as i dun drop tears infront of anyone..to learn to control is to suffer..yes i'm suffering..yet no one is ever really there for me..and everytime i juz haf to climb myself back up frm where i fall..fcuk life..why am i even born..........
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