-Wednesday, July 22, 2009-Wednesday, July 22, 2009 Y
Like my post title says..i guess i am not gonna fall into the drain and get wet again..i realise wat i shud do and all thanks to u 'ke ai'..hahakz..
Tues,
same ol' same ol' early in the morning went to work..mickey was late today..tot he'd never wake up..but he did and joined us in the afternoon..work was..well same as every other day..tiring like hell..and the whole time i'm wishing that we could end early so that i could go for training..but den again as usual..we onl get to end work at 8pm..damn it..
after work went str8 home to shower and change..reached rp around 9 plus..everyone's aready slacking..tried twisting to hands with i'in..but failed both attempts..u gotta lock ur legs adeq!!!also tried heights wit kechik..also never lock..sorry daxiong almost sprain ur ankle..hee..aft training sent the team to wld mrt..den qid and gegerl to home and also nizam..den off to amk sening maomao..had fries as my first meal of the day..haha literally..den to phy's place..talked things a bit..but din end that well..anyhows str8 off to potong pasir sending kechik home..thanks kechik for cheering me up..ad ya the fries also haha lucky i never choke u ass..and i had fun talking to u guys juz now..
life has been so difficult for me now..problems everywhere i go..i'm not confused anymore but why is it everytime u send me those type of msg i would feel guilty and wanna text u back..i controlled myself today because ireally dunno wat to reply u phy..phy..its even hard now to call u xz..haish..
i dun wan to hate u..but if u continue wat 're doing my heart will eventually grow its own hatred..i'm trying to move on but u're not helping..even though u are the one hu told me to give up..so wat is it that u're trying to do?i juz dun understand..i dun wanna think anymore..i wan to sleep it off tonight..i'm tired..tired of life..
wan_SouL signing off..
peace out..
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