-Tuesday, June 2, 2009-Tuesday, June 02, 2009 Y
Third Placing !!!!!!!
BU, Wildcards, Sphyntrix
Bangkok Uni and Sphyntrix
BU's Top FlyerSo SKM finally over...........
yes finally its over, the hard work, the sacrifices..all with a satisfiying result..we tot we could'nt but we break all barriers and prove some wrong..i love my team so much..the efforts we put in were not in vein..THIRD Placing Baby!!!!!! Ouh Yeah!!!
I need to be awaken.
nuff' of that..now comes the reality..i'm dead..seriously..i cant cope with my life anymore..what have i done to myself..i need to get my psyque back..i need to pull through again..i need to..i need to be myself again!!!aaarrrggghhh wat is happening to me.....i'm a failure..no matter how hard i tried, guilt always get the better of me..and thats the reason why i say i'm a failure..what am i to do now?how am i suppose to pull out of this one?somebody..shine the light towards me..i hate the darkness befalling me..
If that's not enough..all the other small problems decide to appear again..like..SHE had to call me on the day of my cheer comp finals..imagine how heavy my heart feels that day..(SHE=my longest ex) and den there is girlA..who decides to go mia..i cant seem to get a reply or an answer to my calls..what are you trying to do? if you don't wanna be a friend anymore den just say so..i wont blame you..but disappearing like that dont solve anything..
I hate my life, i hate myself, i hate you!!
the moment of truth..yeah right..
Labels: death is easy.....
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